Well well why hello there :)
Nicce of u to visit here again. Be prepared for a major pimping out when keisha fixes it up for me. Big clap, little clap for her! Brave brave girl hehe.
Ugh i got a headache but the silence is killing me here. Its so i dont know, awkward? uncomfortable? Everything unpleasant. Dads pissed at me kinda cos i dont wanna eat but then again he tells me im fat =/ so confused.
Went down the mall on saturday with Iz and stayed the night with her. List of events that happened :
Caught the bus into mildy, saw pisco on the bus o.O was kinda awkward cos i was like ohh hey and he acted like i didnt exist :O it was like heyy we hrm buddies! or not but anyways irrelevant.
Got all dressed up and shit, took like hours to get ready for some reason cos we messed around...Mmmm Iz got some cool as shampoo. Iz and I went for the 'beachy' look, she looked good but personally i looked and felt retarded. Had the curly, frizzy thing happening with my hair where it kinda looks good in that untameable way. No idea what im talking bout? Yeah i get that feeling to...
Thennn we finally walked to the mall around 7 to see the 1950s kinda festival happening. There was this madd dude playing this cello or double bass as iz calls it and was getting right into it. Boy he had a good voice and ohh yeah! we had dinner at the Noodle box place! Was soo yummy.
Ahhh keisha wat is this song?! Its soooo weird. Eh my music now :) a lil HARDCORE YOU PUSSY MOTHERFUCKERS time. Woooott wooot. It makes me feel so alive. Like its uhh i dont know but it means so much to me.
"Hardcore isnt just music, its a way of life"
That is so true, i live my life by the hardcore way.
I wear what they wear or try to anyway. I must be the only one in all of sunraysia who knows this kind of music, not counting the people ive showed it. Its like my little bit of individuality here. Which is nice. I dont like being the same as everyone else but i still do want to be, just a little bit.
We will not vanish we will not die.
It means alot to me so if u diss it id probably get pissed. I am loyal. Sound like a bitch dont i?
We will never fall apart - we're here from the start and wherever we may roam, we shall overcome. We come as one.
Anyways enough of my obsession
Hmmm not alot happened today.
Some people repeatedly seem to walk all over me and just generally boss me around and tease me so bad. I know its just a joke. But when its been going on since the beginning of the year, yeah that starts to wear and tear on my nerves and yes, it does hurt. Alot. I try not to let it get to me but its been happening that often i just cant stand it anymore. I know im not perfect, really smart or totally pretty. I can handle all that but when its constantly being remarked upon by these people... Well yeah. You get it.
Well i think thats enough for now, hope you dont think im tooo conceited or selfish. :)
Smile because you are all beautiful, loved and special to someone. You never just know who may be falling in love with your smile.
Anna x
I'm two quaters and a heart down,
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
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