Self Esteem

Now I'm here I don't know what to say...sound familiar anyone?
I've decided to at least try and update once or twice a week now seeing as my blogging is pretty much as slow as snail mail...
Worked on the block today driving the buggy for my parents. Sorta boring. Drive one panel, stop, drive to another panel and so forth. See what I mean? BORING. But then once we finished a row I got to drive around the block by myself and i was like a speed demon! Haha. Funny shiznit right there xD That was about the extent of my day so thats how much fun i did not have. Tragic.

Annnyyyway. Went ball-dress shopping yesterday with Brad. Was sposed to go with him anndd Iz but when we went past her house no one was home! So we went just us too to look for dresses down the mall then walked to centro, couldnt find any there and then back down the mall again and chilled for ages :) It was dammn good.
I've decided that I think i want to stay at St Joes instead of going to senior as planned. I don't want that change just yet and I like where I am. I've got good friends and I don't want to leave. Plan as that. Wish my parents got that. They rkn I should go cos of the opportunities and the better range of classes (which infact is the same range at st joes :O Shock!) I hate going to new schools really bad cos all i feel like doing that first rather awkward day is cry, sad huh. Yeah been there done that. Trying to avoid it for now.

Hmmm not much else comes to mind right now.

When she's saying, oh that she wants only me

Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

When she saying, oh that I'm like a disease

Then I wonder how much more I can stand

Well I guess, I should stick up for myself

But I really think it's better this way

The more you suffer

The more it shows you really care

Right? Yeah!

Now I'll relay this little bit

It happens more than I'd like to admit

Late at night, she knocks on my door

She's drunk again and, looking to score

Now I know, I should say no, but

It's kind of hard when she's ready to go

I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

Bye-bye

xo Anna