It's Not Over

You know I wonder sometimes. What lifes really about. Who I'd be if I grew up in a different society. Would i be exactly as i am now? Or would I be a whole different person? Would I even be thinking bout this if i was that someone else.

I've been thinking. A blog is where you'd supposedly be able to write whatever-the-fuck-you-want but would it be affected if you knew who will read it or misinterpret it? Would you still write the same stuff or edit bits of it?
I think I would. I can't explain 100% why but I'm not sure.
I could bitch about someone right and that said person could read that bitch about them and well from there its like a war escalates. I don't want that to happen. That maybe why my blog is kinda shitful but that's not what i want to do. I hate hurting people. True.
So if I've ever hurt you - I'm so sorry.

Well seeing as this blog has been all mystical and shit not very insightful to my life at all I'll shed some stuff from what happened today.
Awkward but interesting talk with my parents today at dinner after i shoved my face with food. We decided that we are going to see Inglorious Bastards tomorrow so that should be good :)
All day i felt like watching the movie 300. "TONIGHT WE DINE IN HELL!!!" Again Leonidas? We've dined there all three times this week. *Private joke* Hehe Izz

Hmmm I think I might talk about my wonderfully, musically talented, "clumsy" but also pretty friend called Iz. Or Liz. But mainly Iz.
Weelllll its been a good what nearly 8 years we've known each other by now. Best friends for most I'd say. Well I'd hope so.
I know a rather lot about her and she about me. I'm sorta blunt with her and tell her whatevers going on in my head. Not that she needs to hear half that shit but its fun :) Shes one of those people I can be One hundred and ten percent honest with. I love it. I don't filter anything, just lay it out there.
She lives in this scary-as house and i used to be so scared of it when i was little cos she told us all these scary stories bout it...some guy got stabbed right in front of it while she was in Adelaide and they saw it (along with her house) on t.v. That's right. Scary.
My height, skinnier then me by a bit though she claims that's not true. But it is. Always has good looking hair and we both think a certain guy is beyond fucking hot and phwoaarrr Aaron! Nearly Famous Iz.
We have a ton of classes together and I usually get at least two periods of classes with her at school every day :)
HAHA Lover boiiii kissy kissy and HOT N COLD STOP STARRING...Gym stories we could tell and the dudes...mmmmm. Jks I ain't like that.

Well I've had enough by now of writing so I might head off cos I'm so tired and its what...only 11 pm. Ugh not my best. I'm shocking at staying up late.

Side note:; I've noticed I make huge deals out of nothing. Sorry if I've done that around or with you. I'll explain some more later.

Side note2:; I found a ball dress :) and shoes. Forgot to mention that before. My bad. Its all black so yeah guess I'm Gothic for the ball. maybe, maybe not.

Smile guys. It's worth it.
Anna x

I was blown away,

what could I say it all seemed to make sense.

Your taking away everything

and I cant deal without.

I try to see the good in life

but good things in life are hard to find.

Can we make this something good?

Will i try to make this right this time around

It's not over

Trying to do it right this time around

It's not over

Until a part of me is dead and in the ground

This love is killing me but your the only one.

It's not over...