Faking Hearing

Wow two blogs in one night. Bad Anna gtfo the computer and live your life. No, you say? Pfft your loss.

I weird myself out sometimes.

I have exams in a week. Mental breakdown starts here, only get worse progressively as we get closer and closer to a certain monday morning at quarter to nine. Fucccckkkk.

Seems that Doomsday has come early this year.

So i was talking to Liz today about how all this friends thing at school is total bullshit. They are what you'd call superficial friends. Friends on the outside but when the going gets tough guess who are the first to bail out? Chyeah thats right. They do. But they aren't the ones who matter. Who will continue to matter.

Anyways,

I'm going to be a 2D/3D games animator. Which means all the graphics you see in games, I'll be making them. In Australia of course, fuck the american way of making them. I'm not gonna move there. I want to work for EA Games or something :)

Haha currently on wc with brad...doesn't feel weird he's wathing me write...

and sing...

and be a fool....

oh shit :S

My eyes burn

As I bury how I'm feeling

Close my eyes

It's my life that I've been stealing

If it's all right, why do I feel a sense of longing?

I had it all!

And yet I thought that something's missing

Something's missing!

No one cares

No one listens

Screaming words that you fake
hearing

No one cares

No one listens anymore

I love Bradley Kooper. With a K.
And a Capital L.
L. for Anna is a Loserface :)

Either way, I'll break your heart someday

People listen to me. I can tell that they are. But they don't take it in. But tell other people. Damn :/

My dad told me the other day that right now, work is very important for him. Even more then I am to him. Ouch. Mum thinks he believes that because he provides for us, it proves his love for us. But it doesn't. He's never here. He doesn't know me and I don't know him.

Meh better post this for the someone who wants to read it o___O people are weird. JOKES I LOVE YOU

Anna