No one is real anymore

I'm listening to music with my goofy headset on.

I love this band

I miss Iz who is doing her work experience.

I'm getting sick of all this bullshit.

This may be a kind of 'this is what it is - deal with it' kind of blog so if you don't like it, don't read it.

In the chill of the night i can feel my heart racing as i race towards the light that feels so far away.

Hmmmm. I'm not sure how to say all the things that clutter up my head. In the long run, it doesn't matter because what occurs happens for a reason.

So many things have changed in the last ten months. Some good. Most bad. That's life; yeah yeah I know. Some warning things would've been nice. Guess that would be too much to ask for.
There have been fights and good times interspersed with reality. Kind of getting really sick of it. If I'm losing my friends because I prefer to not hang out with them and just be with my best friend in this world then they aren't really my friends if they don't stand by me.
I'm fully capable of making my own fully informed opinions on others. I don't hate someone because Brad does or Liz does. If they have done anything to hurt them then I might. I trust those two with everything I have. Those that can't hack that - too bad. Apart from them, I don't think I can. The people who say 'i could've told people what you did but i didn't' doesn't mean that I can trust them with everything or spill my guts to them. You promised not to say anything. Yeah thanks. Not. Guess I might be gullible to what my 'friends' say, happy to believe them.
But I guess to those who read this, it may not really matter, in the slightest, at all.

On a maybe, slightly happier notes;

I'm going up to Nanna's tonight to have tea with her and play a game of scrabble (:

Mama and Papa are coming home on Monday.

I get my hardcore items (:

Brad's coming over on Saturday.

I get to see Iz on Monday.

I get to go to Gym on Tuesday.!.

I love this song. I've decided its my favourite. Ever. Thats usually realllly hard for me to decide.
No I'm not telling you cos its mine ;)

...Ben asked if he was weird. I said slightly. He said he has aids. Not enough to kill him but enough to affect everyone around him. If they don't touch him or his things, they'll be fine. He said all this in a dead-panned voice like it was actually true.
Hehe I love my brother (: he can always make me smile and laugh without even caring whats wrong.

Thats all for now.
Anna x

It's too late to turn back.

I'm so lost,

I can't be found.

Its too late to turn around now