I'm going out of my head

This blog is going to sound so wussy and weak - i dont care. My blog. Not yours.

I'm crying. Yeah shitty thing to broadcast to the world.
I know why i am and theres not a single thing i can do about it.
Shit.

What is it you really want? I'm tired of asking.

I need a hug.

I feel the hurt so physical

Hmm I feel kind of better saying that now, weird. But still shitty.

People suck. They contradict everything they say with their actions and words and the worst part is that they don't even realise it.

Think.

When I showed up and she was there,

I tried my best to grin and bear

and took the stairs

but didnt stop at the street

and as we speak I'm going down.

I cant let go, I cant get out.

I said enough - enough by now.

I've had enough.